Radical...as in cool or awesome right?

This essay has me reeling. I can never stick with a topic and this one seems to be especially hard for me. I am pretty sure I am going to do marriage but I am not as excited as I once was. I will think about it some more tonight as I read the books I got from the library. I liked some of the topics other people had today. I always feel very intimidated by school. I feel like I have a strong personality with a lot of heart and dedication but I lack a lot of really important things. Focus is one thing I am always working on. Its like I have the drive but I don't know where I am going. One of my favorite quotes is "Life is not about discovering yourself its about creating yourself" but what if your working on something & you have lots of stuff but you don't know what to create with all the materials....